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On 9-1-2016 at 2:12 AM, LinovaA said:

Watching Seikai no Senki. My addiction to the character interactions is unhealthy.

Yeah, that series has some very well written and fun to listen to characters.

 

I wish there where more characters like jinto in anime.
He is such a fun character, despite neither being dumb nor being a super over competent main character.

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Confession: I saw my mom reading fifty shades of gray and my blood started to boil, so I thought "why not making her read something actually good?"
I re-installed saya no uta, recorded 1 hour and uploaded the video to youtube I cut before the first sex scene (nothing wrong with the first hour or so, not gore just pure good plot).  So she read it and this is what she said "I didn't like it, the protagonist kept complaining and whining about his life, it was really boring, I didn't understand much of it" 
Then I proceeded to give her the book back and went to my room...
 

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2 hours ago, Deep Blue said:

Confession: I saw my mom reading fifty shades of gray and my blood started to boil, so I thought "why not making her read something actually good?"
I re-installed saya no uta, recorded 1 hour and uploaded the video to youtube I cut before the first sex scene (nothing wrong with the first hour or so, not gore just pure good plot).  So she read it and this is what she said "I didn't like it, the protagonist kept complaining and whining about his life, it was really boring, I didn't understand much of it" 
Then I proceeded to give her the book back and went to my room...
 

MAX KEK

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3 hours ago, Deep Blue said:

Confession: I saw my mom reading fifty shades of gray and my blood started to boil, so I thought "why not making her read something actually good?"
I re-installed saya no uta, recorded 1 hour and uploaded the video to youtube I cut before the first sex scene (nothing wrong with the first hour or so, not gore just pure good plot).  So she read it and this is what she said "I didn't like it, the protagonist kept complaining and whining about his life, it was really boring, I didn't understand much of it" 
Then I proceeded to give her the book back and went to my room...
 

Should have tried other VN imo.

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3 hours ago, Deep Blue said:

Confession: I saw my mom reading fifty shades of gray and my blood started to boil, so I thought "why not making her read something actually good?"
I re-installed saya no uta, recorded 1 hour and uploaded the video to youtube I cut before the first sex scene (nothing wrong with the first hour or so, not gore just pure good plot).  So she read it and this is what she said "I didn't like it, the protagonist kept complaining and whining about his life, it was really boring, I didn't understand much of it" 
Then I proceeded to give her the book back and went to my room...
 

Dude just pray she didn't actually like and play through it

You'd get fucking DISOWNED when she reaches the first h-scene lmao

 

...

(Possibly long whine incoming)

Spoiler

I just don't want to care anymore.

How wonderful it'd be if I was just fine with giving no fucks about academics. going to some shitty university in Turkey, and ending life after retiring from a few decades of cubicle work.

Basically I'm at the end of my midterms, where my eligibility for a few Advanced Placement courses I could possibly take next year was to be determined. Physics exam results just came in and there's not a single AP course I can enroll in. There were only three exams I'd been feeling confident about and I got less than what I was going for in all of them (Turkish, English and Biology) though all of them are normally good (Turkish 87, Biology and English 96 out of 110, where it's recorded as 87/100 and 96/100 respectively and the extra marks go into other grades). The rest is just shit. Ironically enough, the two exams I'd consider myself successful in are two subjects I hate, Turkish Literature and History (Turk. Lit is 72, highest TLit mark yet, and History is 85 which is also my highest mark in History this year).

Not a single bit of success I really care about (except having the third best English grade for the term, was aiming for a perfect 100, heh), and it doesn't help that I've realized I'm in the bottom 30 of my term in terms of grades. It's *veeery* motivating when you know you're going to the same school with quite a few jocks who just monkey around and do nothing else. I don't even know if I should be going STEM anymore, doesn't feel like I'd be able to do it. I'd try for being an author instead, but the thing is I'm nowhere near witty or creative enough for my works to sell (not to mention that my prose would probably be jacked since I want to write in English and there's a LOOOT of native English speaking authors out there). 

Registered for an optional third math exam, but I needed to have my math oral grades increased too and apparently today's the deadline for that so it's pretty pointless for me to take the exam now. Tutor coming today is similarly pointless.

I detest myself for being so pathetic despite practically everyone else worth comparing myself to giving it their all out there, despite being in far more exhausting, tough, uncomfortable, sad, lonely conditions. There are people out there fighting for their education, fighting for their right to choose their profession, people without a complete, caring family giving it their all, and here I am, fucking the most elementary of stuff up when I have everything else I could ever ask for.

I don't want to care anymore, man. Caring about it just hurts and I just don't fix it myself anyway.

I'd legitimately consider suicide if I could only study in a Turkish university, but the thing is I happen to have family and friends and my self-hatred hasn't surpassed my love for them yet.

 

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5 hours ago, Deep Blue said:

Confession: I saw my mom reading fifty shades of gray and my blood started to boil, so I thought "why not making her read something actually good?"
I re-installed saya no uta, recorded 1 hour and uploaded the video to youtube I cut before the first sex scene (nothing wrong with the first hour or so, not gore just pure good plot).  So she read it and this is what she said "I didn't like it, the protagonist kept complaining and whining about his life, it was really boring, I didn't understand much of it" 
Then I proceeded to give her the book back and went to my room...
 

That really blows. I mean, who wouldn't be depressed and whinny if their whole perception of the world and people changed to like something from Dante's Inferno. I feel like the whining is justified. On top of that, I don't even remember him being that whinny, more like irritable. Eh, it always gets under my skin when people completely over look the VN medium (-.-). The struggle is real Deep Blue ;p  

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3 hours ago, Funyarinpa said:

Dude just pray she didn't actually like and play through it

You'd get fucking DISOWNED when she reaches the first h-scene lmao

 

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(Possibly long whine incoming)

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I just don't want to care anymore.

How wonderful it'd be if I was just fine with giving no fucks about academics. going to some shitty university in Turkey, and ending life after retiring from a few decades of cubicle work.

Basically I'm at the end of my midterms, where my eligibility for a few Advanced Placement courses I could possibly take next year was to be determined. Physics exam results just came in and there's not a single AP course I can enroll in. There were only three exams I'd been feeling confident about and I got less than what I was going for in all of them (Turkish, English and Biology) though all of them are normally good (Turkish 87, Biology and English 96 out of 110, where it's recorded as 87/100 and 96/100 respectively and the extra marks go into other grades). The rest is just shit. Ironically enough, the two exams I'd consider myself successful in are two subjects I hate, Turkish Literature and History (Turk. Lit is 72, highest TLit mark yet, and History is 85 which is also my highest mark in History this year).

Not a single bit of success I really care about (except having the third best English grade for the term, was aiming for a perfect 100, heh), and it doesn't help that I've realized I'm in the bottom 30 of my term in terms of grades. It's *veeery* motivating when you know you're going to the same school with quite a few jocks who just monkey around and do nothing else. I don't even know if I should be going STEM anymore, doesn't feel like I'd be able to do it. I'd try for being an author instead, but the thing is I'm nowhere near witty or creative enough for my works to sell (not to mention that my prose would probably be jacked since I want to write in English and there's a LOOOT of native English speaking authors out there). 

Registered for an optional third math exam, but I needed to have my math oral grades increased too and apparently today's the deadline for that so it's pretty pointless for me to take the exam now. Tutor coming today is similarly pointless.

I detest myself for being so pathetic despite practically everyone else worth comparing myself to giving it their all out there, despite being in far more exhausting, tough, uncomfortable, sad, lonely conditions. There are people out there fighting for their education, fighting for their right to choose their profession, people without a complete, caring family giving it their all, and here I am, fucking the most elementary of stuff up when I have everything else I could ever ask for.

I don't want to care anymore, man. Caring about it just hurts and I just don't fix it myself anyway.

I'd legitimately consider suicide if I could only study in a Turkish university, but the thing is I happen to have family and friends and my self-hatred hasn't surpassed my love for them yet.

 

i was going to upload every single part into youtube editing the eroge and sexual parts out :P 

2 hours ago, Zalor said:

That really blows. I mean, who wouldn't be depressed and whinny if their whole perception of the world and people changed to like something from Dante's Inferno. I feel like the whining is justified. On top of that, I don't even remember him being that whinny, more like irritable. Eh, it always gets under my skin when people completely over look the VN medium (-.-). The struggle is real Deep Blue ;p  

yeah, is like she didnt even give it a chance to begin with... yet she is reading that shitty book :amane:

 

@Nashetania well she likes horror and love stories, i think it was a really good choice, what would you suggest? :P 

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4 hours ago, Funyarinpa said:

 

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I'd legitimately consider suicide if I could only study in a Turkish university, but the thing is I happen to have family and friends and my self-hatred hasn't surpassed my love for them yet.

 

Confession: I know exactly how you feel, hang in there! :(

Confession 2: I just realized the post I made in response to Zeno about Alzheimer's was deleted when the forums went down literally a minute or two later. :vinty:

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Confession: I burned a copy of Twilight once.  My only regret is that I didn't properly record it and post it on YouTube.

3 hours ago, OriginalRen said:

I have changed the title of my thread to reflect its actual purposes now.

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5 minutes ago, Flutterz said:

Confession 2: I just realized the post I made in response to Zeno about Alzheimer's was deleted when the forums went down literally a minute or two later. :vinty:

I wondered what that notification was about.  I was just going to give up on figuring it out, as a matter of fact.

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4 hours ago, Funyarinpa said:

Dude just pray she didn't actually like and play through it

You'd get fucking DISOWNED when she reaches the first h-scene lmao

 

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(Possibly long whine incoming)

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I just don't want to care anymore.

How wonderful it'd be if I was just fine with giving no fucks about academics. going to some shitty university in Turkey, and ending life after retiring from a few decades of cubicle work.

Basically I'm at the end of my midterms, where my eligibility for a few Advanced Placement courses I could possibly take next year was to be determined. Physics exam results just came in and there's not a single AP course I can enroll in. There were only three exams I'd been feeling confident about and I got less than what I was going for in all of them (Turkish, English and Biology) though all of them are normally good (Turkish 87, Biology and English 96 out of 110, where it's recorded as 87/100 and 96/100 respectively and the extra marks go into other grades). The rest is just shit. Ironically enough, the two exams I'd consider myself successful in are two subjects I hate, Turkish Literature and History (Turk. Lit is 72, highest TLit mark yet, and History is 85 which is also my highest mark in History this year).

Not a single bit of success I really care about (except having the third best English grade for the term, was aiming for a perfect 100, heh), and it doesn't help that I've realized I'm in the bottom 30 of my term in terms of grades. It's *veeery* motivating when you know you're going to the same school with quite a few jocks who just monkey around and do nothing else. I don't even know if I should be going STEM anymore, doesn't feel like I'd be able to do it. I'd try for being an author instead, but the thing is I'm nowhere near witty or creative enough for my works to sell (not to mention that my prose would probably be jacked since I want to write in English and there's a LOOOT of native English speaking authors out there). 

Registered for an optional third math exam, but I needed to have my math oral grades increased too and apparently today's the deadline for that so it's pretty pointless for me to take the exam now. Tutor coming today is similarly pointless.

I detest myself for being so pathetic despite practically everyone else worth comparing myself to giving it their all out there, despite being in far more exhausting, tough, uncomfortable, sad, lonely conditions. There are people out there fighting for their education, fighting for their right to choose their profession, people without a complete, caring family giving it their all, and here I am, fucking the most elementary of stuff up when I have everything else I could ever ask for.

I don't want to care anymore, man. Caring about it just hurts and I just don't fix it myself anyway.

I'd legitimately consider suicide if I could only study in a Turkish university, but the thing is I happen to have family and friends and my self-hatred hasn't surpassed my love for them yet.

 

If i remember correctly you are still very young, you got your whole life ahead of you dude, even if the worst thing happen (that is to study in turkey) it won't be the end of the world and better things will come out eventually, just hang in there. Life can be fucking relentless sometimes and when you think that things cannot get worst...they do but no matter what you need to keep going and don't give up no matter what, you will get your reward someday for all your hard work. 

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Confession: My Amazon order for New Year's gifts came in and the case of Fire Of Unknown Origin (a Blue Oyster Cult album I couldn't find ANYWHERE else) is cracked. Damn. :(

That said, I also finally got Battle Royale Remastered! BR is my favorite book so finally HAVING it in English is a wonderful feeling.

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I didn't think so many would have read 50 shades here. But I guess porny games and porny books go hand in hand.

 

4 hours ago, Funyarinpa said:

 

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While it certainly is nice to not care it's not all that nice to not really have any goals or aspirations in life. I really wonder what it is like to truly feel the importance of education and have something to want to do with one's life

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