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Confession: I've mostly lost interest in anything not gaming/technology related 

And I need to cut my tech usage drastically due to some health stuff,which is fucking me up. 

I thought you read a fair amount? How drastically do you need to cut your usage?

to 1.5 hours a day 

... Was supposed to start 3 months ago, don't think I ever got less than 3 hours daily

Bonusfession: Conservative party (who ruled for 13 years) won elections again with almost 50%, fucking HATE it (fuckers banned Imgur and wikipedia Turkey's "vagina" entry for example), mood fucking ruined right now. University cannot come soon enough (3 years), when I stand a chance to go abroad for study. With my current situation though (tech addict, haven't done any homework for weeks), I probably won't be able to get into anything better than a shitty local university. 

Utter. Fucking. Wreck. 

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Confession: I've mostly lost interest in anything not gaming/technology related 

And I need to cut my tech usage drastically due to some health stuff,which is fucking me up. 

I thought you read a fair amount? How drastically do you need to cut your usage?

to 1.5 hours a day 

... Was supposed to start 3 months ago, don't think I ever got less than 3 hours daily

Bonusfession: Conservative party (who ruled for 13 years) won elections again with almost 50%, fucking HATE it (fuckers banned Imgur and wikipedia Turkey's "vagina" entry for example), mood fucking ruined right now. University cannot come soon enough (3 years), when I stand a chance to go abroad for study. With my current situation though (tech addict, haven't done any homework for weeks), I probably won't be able to get into anything better than a shitty local university. 

Utter. Fucking. Wreck. 

Wait, you're only 15?

Fucking hell I'm old

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Confession: I've mostly lost interest in anything not gaming/technology related 

And I need to cut my tech usage drastically due to some health stuff,which is fucking me up. 

I thought you read a fair amount? How drastically do you need to cut your usage?

to 1.5 hours a day 

... Was supposed to start 3 months ago, don't think I ever got less than 3 hours daily

Bonusfession: Conservative party (who ruled for 13 years) won elections again with almost 50%, fucking HATE it (fuckers banned Imgur and wikipedia Turkey's "vagina" entry for example), mood fucking ruined right now. University cannot come soon enough (3 years), when I stand a chance to go abroad for study. With my current situation though (tech addict, haven't done any homework for weeks), I probably won't be able to get into anything better than a shitty local university. 

Utter. Fucking. Wreck. 

Wait, you're only 15?

Fucking hell I'm old

Yea you are :sachi:

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Bonusfession: Conservative party (who ruled for 13 years) won elections again with almost 50%, fucking HATE it (fuckers banned Imgur and wikipedia Turkey's "vagina" entry for example), mood fucking ruined right now. University cannot come soon enough (3 years), when I stand a chance to go abroad for study. With my current situation though (tech addict, haven't done any homework for weeks), I probably won't be able to get into anything better than a shitty local university. 

Utter. Fucking. Wreck. 

Dude, 3 years is a long time in academic terms. If you can start to get your head down a bit more now and continue it, then you still stand a very good chance of being able to get into the sort of university you want to. Don't feel like you've wrecked your chances before you've even started, because it will more likely end that way. I know someone that was in a very similar situation as you but with less time (1 year instead of 3); he started to take control of his time usage, and his grades skyrocketed enough for him to get to a good university studying mathematics. Set yourself timers and be strict to them, and good luck :sachi:

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Bonusfession: Conservative party (who ruled for 13 years) won elections again with almost 50%, fucking HATE it (fuckers banned Imgur and wikipedia Turkey's "vagina" entry for example), mood fucking ruined right now. University cannot come soon enough (3 years), when I stand a chance to go abroad for study. With my current situation though (tech addict, haven't done any homework for weeks), I probably won't be able to get into anything better than a shitty local university. 

Utter. Fucking. Wreck. 

Dude, 3 years is a long time in academic terms. If you can start to get your head down a bit more now and continue it, then you still stand a very good chance of being able to get into the sort of university you want to. Don't feel like you've wrecked your chances before you've even started, because it will more likely end that way. I know someone that was in a very similar situation as you but with less time (1 year instead of 3); he started to take control of his time usage, and his grades skyrocketed enough for him to get to a good university studying mathematics. Set yourself timers and be strict to them, and good luck :sachi:

Thank you! The thing is, my self-control sucks. :/

I do know I'm just making excuses, but I can't bear to think that all the fault is mine all the time... I've got to lie about that to myself, or I'll crack.

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So after playing around and reforming my knowledge of 3d modeling after 3 years, I finally had an enlightening moment.

I was playing around attempting to make a spherical clockwork toy. This is fairly difficult to plan out for in 3d space. Getting everything to look nice and work together is somewhat challenging.  Dealing with 20+ circles in a myriad of orientations and just as many cones and making them all rotate in concert is quite frankly mind bogglingly hard. Then after walking away and reading on my phone in bed, I came to a simplifying solution. I can treat my toy as spherical coordinates instead of Cartesian ones.  Then I can translate those spherical coordinates into Cartesian ones.  Now instead of dealing with rotated circles, I'm dealing with a grid work of lines.

Confession: Math is seriously fun sometimes.

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Confession: The past few days I have talked to a lot of my female friends and my ex from college, and I feel kind of conflicted. After my recent YouTube video where I talked about pornography and how it affects my life, I started realizing I am a pretty open person when it comes to that sort of stuff. Being called a pervert doesn't really bother me, but it does make me a little bummed that there aren't any girls in my life (whether online or not) that I can have a little sexy and cute flirtatious fun with.

Now being 25 I can tell when flirting is serious and when it's meant to be fun, but for some reason talking to my friends made me really miss having someone I can compliment and be "romantic" with. I'm not saying they need to necessarily be my girlfriend, but not having someone I can treat nicely and have a little fun with flirting wise makes me a little bummed. For example, I can say that I like female butts, but it would be sort of nice to have a girl act on those kinds of comments in a positive and flirtatious manner, whether that results in teasing or a fun exchange.

I feel that a lot of girls I have been meeting lately are turning into too formal of friendships, and don't get me wrong there is nothing wrong with that, but it's making me sad that I can't compliment them or flirt openly with them in sexy and cute ways. Again it's not about having a girlfriend, it's just about feeling good about my flirting skills and making other girls feel good about themselves. I also feel that it's been awhile since a girl has been attracted to me sexually. Not saying this is something that is that big of a deal, but I definitely have been having self-esteem thoughts about my body as a man lately.

Confession #2: I have been really self-conscious about my dick size lately after that thread went up about it and feel kind of embarrassed and ashamed.

Food for thought, just thought I'd rant it out.

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Confession: The past few days I have talked to a lot of my female friends and my ex from college, and I feel kind of conflicted. After my recent YouTube video where I talked about pornography and how it affects my life, I started realizing I am a pretty open person when it comes to that sort of stuff. Being called a pervert doesn't really bother me, but it does make me a little bummed that there aren't any girls in my life (whether online or not) that I can have a little sexy and cute flirtatious fun with.

Now being 25 I can tell when flirting is serious and when it's meant to be fun, but for some reason talking to my friends made me really miss having someone I can compliment and be "romantic" with. I'm not saying they need to necessarily be my girlfriend, but not having someone I can treat nicely and have a little fun with flirting wise makes me a little bummed. For example, I can say that I like female butts, but it would be sort of nice to have a girl act on those kinds of comments in a positive and flirtatious manner, whether that results in teasing or a fun exchange.

I feel that a lot of girls I have been meeting lately are turning into too formal of friendships, and don't get me wrong there is nothing wrong with that, but it's making me sad that I can't compliment them or flirt openly with them in sexy and cute ways. Again it's not about having a girlfriend, it's just about feeling good about my flirting skills and making other girls feel good about themselves. I also feel that it's been awhile since a girl has been attracted to me sexually. Not saying this is something that is that big of a deal, but I definitely have been having self-esteem thoughts about my body as a man lately.

Confession #2: I have been really self-conscious about my dick size lately after that thread went up about it and feel kind of embarrassed and ashamed.

Food for thought, just thought I'd rant it out.

Confession: I'm 24 and still a virgin (not by choice) and I'm really embarassed about it. I have plenty of female friends that I can flirt with but finding a girlfriend has proven to be impossible for me. My dick size is also something that worries me but not because it's too big...Oh yeah, as far as I know no girl has ever been sexually attracted to me. That too :sachi: 

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Confession: The past few days I have talked to a lot of my female friends and my ex from college, and I feel kind of conflicted. After my recent YouTube video where I talked about pornography and how it affects my life, I started realizing I am a pretty open person when it comes to that sort of stuff. Being called a pervert doesn't really bother me, but it does make me a little bummed that there aren't any girls in my life (whether online or not) that I can have a little sexy and cute flirtatious fun with.

Now being 25 I can tell when flirting is serious and when it's meant to be fun, but for some reason talking to my friends made me really miss having someone I can compliment and be "romantic" with. I'm not saying they need to necessarily be my girlfriend, but not having someone I can treat nicely and have a little fun with flirting wise makes me a little bummed. For example, I can say that I like female butts, but it would be sort of nice to have a girl act on those kinds of comments in a positive and flirtatious manner, whether that results in teasing or a fun exchange.

I feel that a lot of girls I have been meeting lately are turning into too formal of friendships, and don't get me wrong there is nothing wrong with that, but it's making me sad that I can't compliment them or flirt openly with them in sexy and cute ways. Again it's not about having a girlfriend, it's just about feeling good about my flirting skills and making other girls feel good about themselves. I also feel that it's been awhile since a girl has been attracted to me sexually. Not saying this is something that is that big of a deal, but I definitely have been having self-esteem thoughts about my body as a man lately.

Confession #2: I have been really self-conscious about my dick size lately after that thread went up about it and feel kind of embarrassed and ashamed.

Food for thought, just thought I'd rant it out.

Confession: I'm 24 and still a virgin (not by choice) and I'm really embarassed about it. I have plenty of female friends that I can flirt with but finding a girlfriend has proven to be impossible for me. My dick size is also something that worries me but not because it's too big...Oh yeah, as far as I know no girl has ever been sexually attracted to me. That too :sachi: 

Sad life :sachi:

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