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Alright, just got back from the doctor. Seems that all of this is just anxiety like I thought, and she upped the dosage of my current medicine as well as giving me a new antidepressant to help me sleep better. Lets just hope that works well, side effects can be a bitch. On another note, my body is still sore from the panic attacks I have had over the last 24 hours

I've played most of the popular ones and can confirm that aside from Soccer Spirits (which are only slightly better, and even then they give a ton of 5*s for free and a free legend), FGO has the worst rates out of all of them.

Just out of curiosity, has anyone else with anxiety ever experience body tremors? If so, how long did they normally last?

Sounds like a cross of a classic Megaman stage theme and something from an Ace Attorney OST

Am only excited for Perusona Faivu, Dishonored 2 and Prey looked good too though I guess.

Hey guys, just wanted to give a little update, I was able to get an appointment with my doctor for tomorrow morning, whice is pretty crazy since it normally takes at least a week. I'll let you all know what happens. Also loving how much support this thread has gotten, though it pains me to know that others have to go through anything like this.

That is probably the first time I have ever seen someone complain about DW giving us something good for free. Do you have a 5* for every class and are upset over some event 4*s being better or something? Personally, with how bad the rates are and me being F2P, free servants are really all I have to look forward to at this point, aside from story updates.

No one will ever be able to replace Iba. I just hope that they decide to release her at some point. Some people are speculating that there will be oni in the Journey to the West event, so maybe she'll be free there or something

I disagree. Yes, it posed a challenge which is good, but it was just a complete grindfest. It was basically a harder version of Saber Wars but without a free servant. Also I felt like they were baiting us into believing Ibaraki would be released as a servant, I don't know why they even advertised her and her class as much as they did, they should have at least flat out said that they weren't going to release her. Only saving grace is that those 10 quarts put me over 40, so now I can do a 10 roll for oppai waifu and not get her.

I'm so salty. Garbage event, pretty meh rewards for what we had to do, no Ibaraki. Burn, DW. Burn to the ground.

Ever since that new P5 trailer dropped

Thanks, i'll try those out next time i'm at the pharmacy. I've been trying to think more logically and take deep breaths for the past couple days, and it does help. And not yet, it's a weekend, I need to get my mom to call the family doctor and see when I can get an appointment. Might take a week or two though to get me in. Hopefully she takes me in sooner, because if this doesn't let up (and god forbid if it gets worse..) I think I will actually lose my sanity.

I read about this, as well as one other thing that I can't remember the name of that was pretty similar. I just thought that those made you feel like you were falling right as you were going to sleep, didn't think it could be something as serious as feeling like your heart stops followed by getting tazed in the foot. That has me the least worried, though, as they normally go away after a few tries. The biggest fear I have is with the tremors and stiff back, which can be caused by anxiety, but are also symptoms of other diseases like ALS. The worst thing about anxiety is that it can simulate almost every other serious disease out there, so i'm never going to know if it's really serious or if it's just my brain tricking me. I just don't want to write something off as anxiety and have me be a vegetable half a year later

Also just now realizing how dark that sounded

Thanks. If it does turn out to be something serious like ALS, I just hope I can survive long enough to play P5. That's the biggest thing I want to do before I die, or so i'll say until I complete it and say the same thing about the next game

Yeah I have the same problem with social anxiety as well. Turns out that yeah you don't really make friends, so I only have one IRL friend at this point, who i'm not even that close to. But hey, who needs friends when you have waifus amiright

I don't really have anywhere (or anyone) else to vent to about this, and i'm feeling extremely frustrated about whats been going on with my head over the past two or three weeks. Maybe some of you go through, or have gone through the same thing and can relate here. Anyways, I have had an anxiety disorder for..i'd say almost two years now (or at least that's when I got it diagnosed). It started back when I was still a sophomore in High School, I wasn't really into drugs, though I did smoke Cigarettes, and I ended up coming over to a friends house that wanted to get high. I took a hit off the bong he had, and all seemed well, though it didn't really seem to do much, or so I thought. A good half hour or so after that I was lying on the couch he had in his room, taking a sip of Coke when I started feeling this odd warm sensation in my chest, which quickly escalated into what I ended up discovering to be a panic attack. I called my Mom to come pick me up (and subsequently told her about what I did, out of fear for my own life, since I thought I just had some sort of heart attack/stroke) and she assured me that everything would be okay. I end up going to the doctors the next day, who think I am some crazy paranoid schizophrenic because I am freaking out about it, thinking it's some life threatening issue, and the guy issues me medicine for schizophrenia. That obviously doesn't work and the symptoms get worse, to the point where I am having panic attacks back to back for hours on end, sometimes losing days worth of sleep. I don't know how I didn't go insane. Fast forward a bit. I finally get into this mental clinic place for teens with mental problems as an out-patient, though most of the kids there were for being suicidal/having anger problems/etc so I couldn't really relate to anyone and felt a little isolated. Towards the end of me going there I was finally given medicine to help deal with my anxiety, which worked great until these past few weeks. It all started a little before my parents left for vacation in Cancun. Whenever I would try and fall asleep, I would jolt awake as if my heart had stopped and I would be too terrified to fall back to sleep. Eventually that started to fade, and I could sleep a bit easier, but over the last couple weeks (this past week in particular) it feels like this is hell on earth. The jolting awake thing is back, except now there's usually a shocking feeling in my foot when it happens, my panic attacks have gotten worse to the point of completely mimicking the symptoms of a stroke and a heart attack at the same time, my back muscles have been pretty stiff, and I've had tremors in my arms and legs as well. I thought that it could be ALS, as some of the symptoms match, but seeing as how they have come and gone and twitching doesn't occur in ALS victims until the muscle has lost function, I don't think it's that. Also i'm only 19 and it doesn't run in the family, so I feel like it's highly unlikely. Probably anxiety induced BFS, from what my research has brought up, but only time (and a doctors visit) can tell, I suppose. Anyways, i'm not entirely sure what the point of this post is, but venting my frustration with whatever the hell is going on with me has made me feel a little better. Not even sure if i'll post this, but I probably will just because I took the time to write it, would be a waste not to post it. I guess this could give some of you who don't experience this insight about what it feels like. Does anyone else go through anything like this? What are your experiences with anxiety, if you have any? Feel free to vent as I did.

Yeah, i'm pretty sure you have to do it to let her work as a dancer too. I remember having problems getting the cutscene to trigger, so just keep on going and see if it randomly happens.

I've not been able to consistently clear 3BP, so I am going to just start running 2BP because it's insanely easy. Bryn + 2x Waver's = turn one kill. Only up to 170mil so far, will definitely get over 200 by the end of the event, but 300 is more or less impossible. Hopefully they don't release Ibaraki and give her some insane requirement to get her like "Clear all DP missions".

Ah, there it is. Thanks

Nah nah, it was a match three dating sim type of game. Pretty sure it was originally Japanese too. Thought I bookmarked it, and i'm pretty sure it's been discussed on Fuwa before, but I can't find it.

Anyone have the name of that game that looked like HuniePop that was coming out soon? Can't seem to remember.

Pretty sure you have to get Jafar to okay it first. Not sure if you missed the game telling you that or you aren't far enough in to do that yet, but yeah. Anyways, I loved Princess Trainer, and finished Gold the day it came out. I enjoyed Witch Trainer as well, but it's nowhere near as good IMO. The lack of more than like four CG's hurt the game a lot, and the animations weren't that great. Plus there are literally only two characters to interact with and you are confined to a single room for the entirety of the game. Just felt like a huge grind fest without characters to flesh it out, like in PT.

Also just realizing that it's releasing on Valentines Day Smooth, Atlus. Smooth.