Cyrillej1

Yup, it was the Japanese version that gave me nightmares for weeks. The American one didn't scare me that badly in comparison.

I don't know her.. so I could be wrong. But, that message sounds friendly to me. It's something I would send to a friend if I hadn't seen them in a long time and wanted to possibly catch up. Even though I can be shy.. with a friend I already know, I have less reason to be shy and it's easy to not be through online messaging as well. I guess you'll just have to wait for her message and see~

That's where it gets tricky, when a guy-girl become closer friends. I tend to want to talk to my friends.. because they are my friends. xD But yeah... I admit, I can have poor boundaries when it comes to my friendships with males. I think part could be due to me growing up with a lot of boys in my family, so I'm just more comfortable and tend to have more nerdy things in common too (like video-gaming).

I was thinking the same thing, wondering if she actually asked you out Tyr. Sometimes girls just want to be friends ya know~ and have someone to hang out with. I guess if I read the email, maybe I'd get a better sense of her intention (not that I'm asking to~). Confession: I've been told before, that I come off pretty aggressive when pursuing friendship with males . Gah, I once asked a male friend of mine before, what would make him think a girl is interested (dating)? And his reply was, "just talking to me" ...lol.

I'm just laughing right now. Something is wrong with that person Suika seems cool~

Confession: It's because I'm a homebody and keep to myself a lot ...also, just picky I guess. I'd like to be with someone I could really get along with & longterm potential if possible. My social circle is tiny, and the chances of people clicking with me that way isn't high either.. I think. My exact thoughts, lol... I need to get my mind out of the gutter. xD Girls do seem harder to date though ..but you're right, it depends on the individual I guess.

That's scary~ I kinda get spooked at night when I sleep because of my imagination sometimes. I'd be afraid to open my eyes, and see some dark figure standing in my room somewhere in the dark... or over at me or in my bed looking back at me.. ahh I'm scaring myself thinking about it. I once watched The Grudge, and I had hard time sleeping for whole week after.

Ohh which site?

Nope~ not really. I get to the theater right when the movie starts, and leave right when it ends anyways. Confession: I have been hit on playing in the arcades alone before though.. lol. Honestly, if that happened to me, I'd assume the person isn't interested and would stop pursuing them. Not replying or taking a long time every time = not very interested in my opinion.

There was special deals starting today, so I got

Confession: I went to the movies alone all the time, just had to get used to it since I love to watch new movies but often had no one to go with. Now, sometimes I even prefer to go alone even when I have someone I could go with xD. But yeah, it's nice to have company. I even celebrated my b-day alone today, treated myself to some yummy drink & food and bought myself some video games... lol, so sad.

Hmm, I almost wish I could have that problem instead since mine is the opposite^^; I very much prefer 1-on-1, since in a group setting I tend to disappear into the background because I can get quiet from nervousness depending on how big the group is, and who I know/don't know. I can be shy and very self-conscious, so if there's only 1 person to focus on, it's not as bad compared to many people I have to worry about.. and it can paralyze me or I get panic attacks >_<; This is why I dislike presentations in front of crowds.... my legs/hands/voice can shake against my will. I have to try and calm myself down or fight back the paranoid thoughts. On the outside, I may appear calm if my feelings haven't leaked out yet, but inside my mind is like AHHH%@*#& get me out of here. I think that fear of mine influences me a bit on the forum even, but to a lesser extent probably because of the feeling of anonymity.

Hint: Kosaki lost his bet. Confession: I've always wanted to try doing this with someone I like, lol. It seems cute.

I think my biggest fear is not being able to change for the better. To feel useless.

I've actually dreamed about other fuwa members before, but they were in avatar form. Like, my mind would just know it's -insert names-. I think it's because I interact mostly through their avatar form, so that's how majority of members would appear to me (even if I may know what they look like irl from photo thread). The person that appeared in my dream last night, however, was in 3d form, not their avatar.

Confession: A fuwa member was in my dream last night.

I-I knew it! His stalking habits from Battle Royale haven't changed. -runs away-

Yeah, this. The actors were kinda bad... just felt weird watching them. The first Jurassic Park was so much better in making me believe their emotions/experience. It almost seemed more comedy-focused.

Just so you guys know, there's a flash sale going on PSN right now. SAO - $14 Hyperdimension Neptunia Rebirth1 - $6 Tales of Hearts R - $14 Mind Zero - $10 Monster Monpiece - $4 Soul Sacrifice - $4.50 and more~ I think I'll be getting the Tales of Hearts R game

I recently got the game and it's pretty fun playing with friends. So far, 3 wins out of 4 games playing with fuwa members . Stray broke my winning streak, nooo~ I was so close.

I saw Jurassic World yesterday night, and I gotta say I was a bit disappointed. Well, it was okay, but not as enjoyable as the first one. I didn't like the characters.. they seemed a bit off to me for some reason~

I'm thankful to fuwanovel for helping me with my Japanese, and letting me meet lots of likeminded, friendly, and funny people. It's the place I can go to for socializing, since I don't really have many people I can talk to irl... and has helped me feel less lonely at times. My most memorable time on here was the ambidex game. I will forever remember Tiago as the ultimate hope, and Stray as the ultimate despair. The confessions thread is also pretty fun to me, and I enjoy getting to know things about members on there. Fuwanovel really has a great community that makes me want to keep coming back.

I'm so jealous. I wish I had a place like that nearby me.

I have all the ps2 Xenosaga I-II-III games^^ (but I've only played #1). It's really good if you enjoy android, space, advanced technology stuff and more serious storyline. There are a lot of religious references in the story (which I didn't really understand since I'm not religious xD). I had a friend that really loved the entire series though because of the religious stuff.