SleepingGuy

I don't think it's so bad but more of a curiosity now that I have actually thought about it and thought about that said hentai from the cuckolds perspective on how he f3ls and why he takes the actions he does. I'm actually a jealous person in relationships so I can't see it from their perspective even though it is fantasy. That those thoughts or feelings should have come from somewhere, what spurred it on was it his inferiority complex or just something natural.

Ah, I see. So it's like playing GTA, but then you wouldn't do any of that stuff in real life. I'm pretty sure I enjoyed all this in the past and it wouldn't even cross my mind when I was in relationships, but I never really thought too deeply into until just recently because before I had a stern mind that everything that happened in hentai is pure fiction and wouldn't be able to happen in real life but then I realized that there are couples who do cuckold and cheat in real life after their curiosity or desire gets the best of them ,re-reading netoraserare and doing some searches and now words like cuck make me flinch. I guess you can say that i'm wavering between my moral standpoints and that I wouldn't like to be ntr'd,cuck'd, or be a cuckold(mainly in netoraserare's care where he basically had E.D unless so and so happened) in the future because back then my mindset was that if a girl cheated on me, I'd break up with them no buts, but then what if I became like the dude from netoraserare and it was a biological thing that I wouldn't be able to get it up normally.( This was my main fear and main reason why I created the topic, though I erased it)

I wouldn't really say i'm trying to defend cheating in real life, since i'm mostly faithful in my relationships and would also like my partner to be faithful, so I feel that to myself its a bit of a contradiction to have these types of fetishes which would make one feel insecure if it would happen to themselves. I also edited the main post a bit to get more to the point instead of going on about the symptoms of the protagonist in netoraserare and the possibility of that happening.

I just made an account earlier for these thoughts thats been in my head for the the last few months. Let's say I like reading Netorare (or it should be called netori but it's from the netorare point of view) and playing those types of netori vns(and I don't mean netori where the protag steals the girl for a good cause but like one of those douche bags in NTR manga such as Shared Love) because the thought of dominating a housewife or married woman turns me on while I don't think ntr would be pleasant at all for myself in real life. It has been affecting my thoughts a bit especially when I watch romance anime and they have those skip 10 year endings into the couples future where the couple is married and has a kid,ect and the thought of some ntr plotline just pops up and annoys me. I do love vanilla romance anime(though I suppose it does irk me when it happens in regular anime) but I like netori/netorare hentai but then especially after reading doujinshi like Netoraserare, It turned me on but then when I thought of myself in the mc's shoes it was a huge turn off & worrying. (cut because it felt like a bit un-needed.) I'd just like some other thoughts on this matter, because even in real life, Married Women/Mature Housewives are hot to me and turn on's,so I can't help but link this to my interest in ntr since I would self-insert myself into the one that steals/dominates the girl/women away. Would likeing these types of porn/hentai make one a cuck? because even if I don't self-insert myself into point of view of the douches, it was still a turn on to see the wife/girl stolen and made submissive so this is conflicting with me especially after seeing the cuckold in netoraserare and how pitiful and disappointing he was Edit: Thanks to the people down below, I've come to realize what they mean such as people can like Lolis in anime/hentai/VNs but in real life they would be uninterested or repulsed since things in fantasy and 2d are completely different from reality due to the differences that are laid out bare and that is what sets the fine line between reality and this other stuff we are interested in. I suppose got mistaken because of some realistic possibilities in some ntr manga that could happen in real life, Thanks for the help