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I've tried every kind of medicine my psychiatrist could give me, nothing worked

That is very, very odd.  I only get no effect when I've been taking the meds for a very long time and I build up a resistance to the meds and the current dosage.  Maybe it has something to do with your brain chemistry or something?  Very odd.

 

Yeah... I still hate my life. :vinty: :vinty: :vinty: All the stuff I tried to help myself seemed to have backfired too.

 

I'll have to figure out my brother's schedule (he uses the only car we have) and make plans to call.

Back in middle school I slouched so badly I naturally looked at the ground, didn't talk much, and basically acted like a cornered animal whenever people I didn't want to talk with talked with me.  I was constantly depressed and basically thought that I'd hit rock bottom in terms of having a crappy life (obviously, that wasn't true, but that's what I thought at the time).  Honestly, if I didn't get therapy I'd most likely still do things like that, and be permanently stuck in a self-perpetuating funk.  Some people just need help getting their shit together, and there's no shame in admitting that.  Those morons that say that seeing a therapist is for crazy people are full of shit, and should be ignored.  Just because they don't need any help doesn't mean that they should look down on the people that do.

 

Confession: This post is a rage dump.  If you don't want to see it, don't click the spoiler.

Today my mom walked into my room and asked me if I was doing anything illegal when I locked the door to my room.  Considering my sister does the exact same thing and she doesn't ask her this shit, I got really, really mad and accused her of being sexist.  She's admitted that she's been harder on me than she is on my sister, and is unable to come up with a reason as to why, so honestly, this is just icing on the cake.  I started yelling at her until she asked my sister the exact same question, because, frankly, that is bullshit and she knows it.  I feel absolutely no guilt for treating her this way, and I'm still pissed off.  Until she apologizes, I honestly don't feel like talking to her right now.

 

Sorry if this makes anyone feel uncomfortable, but I still don't have a new therapist, and I usually talk about issues with my mom when I can't see my therapist, so I'm kinda shit out of luck.

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Confession: Got an appointment with my doctor next Thursday, as that will be the most convenient day with my work schedule. Thanks for all the support guys. It really does means a lot to me.

Lino are you sure all the feels are not making you depressed :P No but seriously it's good that you decided to do something about it. I don't want to see the Lino that I love depressed :heart:

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Lino are you sure all the feels are not making you depressed :P No but seriously it's good that you decided to do something about it. I don't want to see the Lino that I love depressed :heart:

 

Confession: This is truly going to sound strange... but feels always seem to make me feel a bit better~

Even to me, it sounds weird... but truly... I mean it. xD

 

Thanks though, Kiriririririririririririririririririririririririririririririririririririririririririririririririririririririririririri~ ^_^

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Confession: This is truly going to sound strange... but feels always seem to make me feel a bit better~

Even to me, it sounds weird... but truly... I mean it. xD

 

Thanks though, Kiriririririririririririririririririririririririririririririririririririririririririririririririririririririririririri~ ^_^

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Confession: This post is a rage dump.  If you don't want to see it, don't click the spoiler.

Today my mom walked into my room and asked me if I was doing anything illegal when I locked the door to my room.  Considering my sister does the exact same thing and she doesn't ask her this shit, I got really, really mad and accused her of being sexist.  She's admitted that she's been harder on me than she is on my sister, and is unable to come up with a reason as to why, so honestly, this is just icing on the cake.  I started yelling at her until she asked my sister the exact same question, because, frankly, that is bullshit and she knows it.  I feel absolutely no guilt for treating her this way, and I'm still pissed off.  Until she apologizes, I honestly don't feel like talking to her right now.

 

Sorry if this makes anyone feel uncomfortable, but I still don't have a new therapist, and I usually talk about issues with my mom when I can't see my therapist, so I'm kinda shit out of luck.

Wow, I never had any parents like that really. If anything, they encouraged me with sexual matters and the like.

Of course, it had the opposite effect... (Although after a bunch of years I'm reading VN's, that's... something, right?)

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Wow, I never had any parents like that really. If anything, they encouraged me with sexual matters and the like.

Of course, it had the opposite effect... (Although after a bunch of years I'm reading VN's, that's... something, right?)

Don't really feel comfortable divulging info about my family, but I can say that she's extremely sexually repressed.  She's gone on ten minute long anti-porn rants to me and my sister, who don't give a crap about it as long as it's legal and everyone is consenting.  She also thinks that strippers are horrible people.  Odd thing is, she's an ex-Catholic and quite liberal.  If she found my VN stash I'd be in deep shit.

 

It's more the reason why she asked that that pissed me off.  It really seemed more like she was looking to cover her ass in case I did anything illegal instead of making sure I wasn't possibly going to go to jail in the near future.  No idea if that's what she meant, but the way she phrased it sounded like that was the motivation behind it.

 

Confession: The Tuna fish thing was the most boring Grisaia common route event until now :P

Define "boring".  I don't think that word means what you think it means.  Also, that's not a confession, that's a statement.  A confession would be "I found the tuna fish TV show skit to be the most boring Grisaia common route event until now".

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Confession:

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DqiuOtFVvoQ

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Confession 1: Went to a boardgames night for people with high functioning autism... It was dreadful.

Confession 2: Girl A still hasn't replied. I am starting to lose interest.

 

Really?  D:

What was so bad about it?  I think you mentioned you had it as well but I hadn't remembered for sure.  Was it a bit overwhelming I suppose?

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Define "boring".  I don't think that word means what you think it means.  Also, that's not a confession, that's a statement.  A confession would be "I found the tuna fish TV show skit to be the most boring Grisaia common route event until now".

 

So boring that I almost slept. It was tiresome.

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Really?  D:

What was so bad about it?  I think you mentioned you had it as well but I hadn't remembered for sure.  Was it a bit overwhelming I suppose?

 

No

 

It's like I was way smarter than anyone else. I had a grasp of how the game worked almost instantly and the others kept asking the instructor for help up until the end. The game pace was glacial. The game wasn't even that hard.

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No

 

It's like I was way smarter than anyone else. I had a grasp of how the game worked almost instantly and the others kept asking the instructor for help up until the end. The game pace was glacial. The game wasn't even that hard.

 

Ah, I see I see.  Makes a bit more sense, I suppose.

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I did push again

 

twice

then well all you need to do is move on. If she dies reply to you later, that would be what it is. She also needs to learn, even if she has a her limitations due to being shy and whatnot, that these things should be given the proper attention.

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No

 

It's like I was way smarter than anyone else. I had a grasp of how the game worked almost instantly and the others kept asking the instructor for help up until the end. The game pace was glacial. The game wasn't even that hard.

Aww give them chance, not everyone can pick things up at the same pace, and besides, what might be easy to you, might be the hardest thing in the world to other people :) 

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It's complicated, at least in theory.  Perhaps they were focusing heavily enough on the social aspects that they found it a little difficult to process the rules on top of that.  Or maybe they just wanted clarification.  xD

 

No, they just didn't understand the damn game at all

 

I talked it over with the only girl there (who happened to be going the same direction after the event as me) and she had the same impression. The other guys didn't seem as 'high-functioning' as either of us had originally thought. 

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