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    Fuwanovel Confessions

    in The Coliseum of Chatter

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    14 hours ago, Eclipsed said:

    I actually feel a bit bad that it took me this long to read Fate/Stay and hop on the Rin bandwagon

    She would've been my distinctive avatar of choice instead of Louise had I done so

    Oh wells, I'll settle for shatty signature :sachi:

    Another comrade~~~~~ 

    What Anime are you watching now?

    in Anime/Manga Talk

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    I am watching Shigatsu wa kimi no osu , so far so good. I actually like the drama in the anime for once thou I guess this is only for the main char , I am not the kind who likes drama due to romance mostly. 

    Also it's been a while since I enjoyed an opening the way I enjoy this opening ~~~~~~~~ 

    the character traits you dislike the most

    in Visual Novel Talk

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    There are so many traits I dislike the most:

    1-I despise kouhai chars in general just because the senpai word triggers my ears all the time , it just makes me annoyed since they usually spam it till I just hear the word senpai by the char before it's pronounced. 

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    2-I freaking hate wimpy undependable chars. Like I am ok with chars that cry a lot or are wimpy as long as they are somewhat dependable 

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    But I just hate it when they are not dependable or seem to depend on a female and never man up even if they do at like one or two episodes 

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    3-Finally, I hate the massive douchebag chars that all people hate because they are .... dunno how to describe it

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    Fuwanovel Confessions

    in The Coliseum of Chatter

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    Confession: here's something that pisses me off from some people around me: picking on people who work hard just to say that their hard work is for naught. You have to have met one of them at some point. I am not talking about your boss who told you that all you learnt at your college was not important at all. I am talking about that guy, that freaking guy who while you are doing your best to get high grades for whatever reasons during your years in school or college, he goes out of his way to tell you that you are an idiot since you are wasting your life on academics and he's that smart ass who cares about his "social life" more than anything else since it "provides him with the skills needed for life" which is usually a bunch of bullcrap. I didn't know that the art of parties and outings was the way to success. 

     And then he starts throwing the "success is not measured by your studies , it's measured by your actual work." at you. I am sorry but he is  probably one of the people who won't be able to work well because of his laziness. He is not Mark Zuckerberg or Bill Gates of the world, he is not a genius who has no need for his academic life since he will have some original idea or a brain that is full of innovative ways of making fame and money. He doesn't have to throw his excuse which he's telling himself and his family at the guy who's working hard.

     

    Being the 3rd world country we are, there's the problem that you might actually work hard and not have any results at the end.... for some time at least. It's probably like this everywhere except the degree differs. However that doesn't mean that you shouldn't bother or work hard just because it "might" be in vain. That's exactly what being a failure is.

    (did this from mob and so couldn't put this in spoiler tag, sowwy~~~)

     

    Confession 2: I will start my holiday this Wednesday and I am already planning so many things but my highest priorities go to: learn how to drive, lose weight, get a new pc, get overwatch and rocket league (and maybe csgo... just maybe).

    Fuwanovel Confessions

    in The Coliseum of Chatter

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    2 minutes ago, SilverLi said:

    I'm thinking about creating a new topic/rant about myself and what I have experienced during my childhood up to now with focus on congenital double sided palate and what I thought and experienced throughout the years.

    Anyone interested or should I drop it now?

    I would say I am interested but sadly I don't really have the luxury to participate in threads with walls of texts as I have an exam tomorrow... maybe I will after I come back from the exam tomorrow

    Just venting about anxiety disorders and how sucky they are. Time to get personal.

    in The Coliseum of Chatter

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    I don't really have much experience with depressions and stuffz since I am just moody, I am rarely depressed for a long period of time and depression and other negative feelings are usually changed into anger which I vent off on people around me.... especially my family... poor guys

    If I ever found anything annoying about the advice of talking about your worries to other people , it's that the relief never really made me any better and for some reason everyone I talked to either makes a big deal out of my worries leading to an increase in my worries or ridicules my worries making my anger increase (thanks, parents and most adults I know). So I have taken a liking to keeping things to myself and just throwing my worries in chats from time to time when I like reach my limit. Other than that, I don't really talk about my worries that much because I have really reached the conclusion that no one can help you with your worries or make them better except time and yourself. Plus I sometimes fail to find the truth about my worries... like what am I actually worrying about? since you know feelings are vague after all.... 

    I do really need to change my personality a bit, like stop being such a worrywart who worries about everything in life. Thing is that sometimes I worry about silliest things like how I will go to school today, how long it will take , am I late yet... am I looking good, who will be there blah blah blah , my mind is really working all the time thinking and worrying about everything. At this very moment, I am worrying about whether or not I should post this post, whether or not I am wasting my time since I am not studying and what my parents would say if they come back home and find me like this.

    Additionally, I reach the point where my anxiety and fear are associated with some physical pain like my hands shaking, or sudden jolts and pain in my foot or having parts of my mouth feel hurt like they are burning.... dunno what to call that but the doctors say they are due to anxiety. I have also faced an additional thing in college which is my eyes twitching too hard which the oculist also mentioned to be due to anxiety and fatigue like every physical pain in my life. I have also gotten worse at dealing with my anxiety which leads me to the point where my anxiety just turns into pure anger that makes me do things I shouldn't and make people have the bad image of me... I mean last night a friend of mine brought me a present and send it with my sister and because of worrying about how to repay my friend and how I will explain this gift to my parents and many other shit, I lashed at my sis for bringing it to me and even told her she should have told my friend to take her present and go away. Even thou I apologized to both my sister and my friend. 

    I am the kind who waits for time to make his anxiety better, especially that the main source of my anxiety is nearly over... once and forever. The exams of last year in highschool which determine which college you will go to or so the system is here. Public college have ridiculous high degree in order to get there because they are basically free and I can't afford private college. And being the 3rd world country we are, my parents want me to go after medical career which doesn't so bad in itself given how much prestige and respect one gains from the society :sachi: 

     

    Fuwanovel Confessions

    in The Coliseum of Chatter

    Posted

    13 hours ago, Soulless Watcher said:

    Confession: I identify most of you people by your profile pic and when you change them I basically forget who you are.

    I just realized who you are , dang it

    I think I haven't changed my p.p. for quite a while and I don't intend to for a while either..... 

    Hearthstone

    in Gaming Talk

    Posted

    3 hours ago, Zakamutt said:

    I can't believe I actually won a game against a real deck with this meme deck.

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    Aggro Reno N'zoth Elise Murloc Shaman, at your service!

    I can imagine myself losing to that due to being unpredictable. QQ

    Hearthstone

    in Gaming Talk

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    2 hours ago, Zakamutt said:

     

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    <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

    So it was true after all...:pyaa:

    8 hours ago, Decay said:

    The Fuwa Old Gods Sealed Deck Tourney is over at long last, after many delays. And the winner is... yours truly! :sachi:

    I triumphed over @babiker in the finals 3-0, thrice defeating his C'thun Priest deck in a show of 100% pure skill. In accordance to tournament rules, @Zakamutt shall henceforth be known as Avril Lavigne's #1 Fan. The weebs in the HS skype group don't understand my highly sophisticated pop culture references, but I'm sure you fine folk would.

    Y'all should join the group so you can participate in the next tournament, it's fun. I think our tournament organizer, @Jptje, is cooking up some kind of 2v2 tournament structure? idk.

    Yes a team tournament should be the next one in the schedule of the group

    Also congrats on winning and crushing Babi :sachi:

    As long as the other arab us defeated, I am happy

     

    Fuwanovel Confessions

    in The Coliseum of Chatter

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    Identity crisis is always hard to deal with ..... especially that usually you just keep looking so hard for that one thing to identify yourself with..... It's depressing how you lose many things that identify your character over time then again that's a part of growing up. Even if there's nothing left of my old identity, I am sure there are new things that identify my new identity. 

    Confession: On this account, I haven't got my identity card yet and I should have had it since 2 years , so much laziness. I might go to prison if cops stop believing I am younger than 16 :sachi:

    Don't forget about me, guys!

    Fuwanovel Confessions

    in The Coliseum of Chatter

    Posted

    2 hours ago, Nashetania said:

    Any more first world problems?

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    Tfw not even a first world country

    Well you can't really expect a teenager to talk about real problems cause I have my parents to deal with such problems and such stress

    Thanks based parents

    2 hours ago, Kiriririri said:

    Internet friends (´っ･ω･)っ

    You can guess why I hang out with you guys :makina:

    2 hours ago, AaronIsCrunchy said:

    Eh, this is pretty understandable. I think with languages it's more just how fluently you thinking you were writing whatever it was. With language, if you think you're doing well you're probably doing well, I find.

    Yeah you won't get backstabbed as much in languages but being perfect is kinda harder in languages, you can't know if the teacher would think that your writing was so awesome or had so many flaws and there's no way to knoe that, he will judge it like a teacher , you will judge it as a student, it's natural.

     

    Fuwanovel Confessions

    in The Coliseum of Chatter

    Posted

    Confession: I always feel like I am forcing myself upon my friends when I go through the effort of a 2-hour drive just to hang out with people but they'd never go through the effort of coming to where I live. 

    I hate it when my parents ask me if I aced the exam.... how would I know if I aced an exam... how would I know if there's no mistake in my typo or translation...etc..

    Like maybe I can be sure of how many mistakes I have in sciences but in languages... it's hard to estimate...

    Fuwanovel Confessions

    in The Coliseum of Chatter

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    Confession: had my first exam in finals today and these finals supposedly decide which college you go to

    It was leaked along its answers and I only knew after the exam

    Everyone is pissed off because some people are gonna get high grades

    The first exam which is important wasn't cancelled ,however the second exam which isn't important was cancelled before it began and we went home and now our exams won't end on 28th but will end on 29th

    Sasuga Egypt

    Fuwanovel Confessions

    in The Coliseum of Chatter

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    I was not and I will never be the kind to really look into what's useful in any subject, that can go to hell for me. All I care about is results and how much fun was taken in the process. Sure I find reading about history generally fun and informative but memorizing that? So tedious that it makes me feel like I wanna kill myself. 

    And that's really one of the reasons I went for sciences department, it's like less tedious and it produces same results for me. I evaded maths due to its reputation thou.

     

    So yeah I think one should just separate the material itself and his love for it and it being a subject. You can read what you love in your free time.... even thou I will probably end up playing video games

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