there isn't that much to learn from me. I'm afraid of people, change, the world itself. I'm locked in a perpetual state of longing for isolation and an ideal state of permanence that isn't plausible. I work weekdays, and come home to a void. I fill that void with visual novels. the weekends are the same way, though with lack of sleep. that's about as genuine as my about me will get. it's been this way for a long time. I've been doing my best to improve my condition one day at a time.