DarkZedge

They dont have names, they are called by order of my writing them:
1:
In a ghastly shade,
Where residue of emotions lies,
A sharp emptiness, with the bite of a blade,
A sharp silence, within which every human cries,
Silent cries, penetrate with the sound of strife,
A 4th dimention created for those,
Who cannot stabilise,
Their desire for life.
2:
Soaring seas, breaking apart,
A vision distorted, beyond our comprehension,
Surreal thoughts created by my mind,
A literary distortion,
What Ive read, what Ive seen, what Ive experienced,
Mingle and entangle,
To create the chaos of my reality,
I do not remember anymore, what is real,
What is a memory,
And what I imagined, what I wished.
I live a half life,
Or maybe,
A double life with half the meaning.
3:
A noble obligation, to live, create, perform,
To out do the last generation, to up their ideals and their form,
I suffocate in my own aristocracy, in my own pretentions,
Set my goals too high, but fail to chase those aspirations,
A shade of my former self,
A self I barely remember,
A self fragile and beautiful, a porcelain doll,
Set on the shop self,
To be bought, to be sold,
A toy.
4:
A grotesque outline of a world I abandoned,
A burnt cinder, the love I found abandoned,
A realm of imagination, again Im abandoned,
A solitary tear, that is all that I can handle,
For truly, cast away,
Humanity is what I abandoned.
5:
All my previous ladies have few photos with me,
Although in their mind they propably have many photos of me,
Their mental photos full of hate of me,
Remember a girl who always thought of "me",
They forget the moments that I abandoned my beliefs, my stigma for them, the times I lost my "me",
And I dont know about you but thats sad for me.
They hate me,
Detest me,
Even though they were everything to me.
Is this how I feel when everything fails me?
6:
A colourful light,
Sparks that play roles of shadows,
Casting through an open window,
A colourful light,
Early, pinkish dawn,
Sharply reflecting off of the skin,
Of Gods incarnation laying amongst bed sheets.
The light seems almost fractal, almost perfect,
In the imperfection on her skin,
I see Gods work.
The light freckles that adorn her cheeks,
Cheeks of pure white, bright as lilies,
The same lilies that will decorate her funeral casket,
As the light seeks deeper, as if looking for her beauty,
Reflecting off her bare chest,
Stomach,
Thighs,
Neck,
Synergy of a form complete,
They brand me a heretic, because looking at this cannon,
I cannot help but conclude,
That if God indeed exists.
God must have the shape of a female.
7:
Quam amoena,
The way the sound falls on my lips,
Like rosepetals that flood my world,
Each a delicacy that lasts a lifetime,
A single moment, compromised of an eternity of lifetimes,
Each different, yet the same,
Quam amoena,
The petals like silk,
Touch my lips, allow me to kiss,
In my dying moments,
As I lay in an ocean of blood,
Quam amoena that today, I finally get to die.
8:
Imagine a desert,
An eternal world of emptiness.
The material is immaterial,
Snow, sand, concrete, space,
All that is consequential is the emptiness.
Now imagine a solitary figure amongst the dunes,
Wrapped in cloth, holding a sword.
A plain sword, damascus steel from an age long gone.
Crismon is the primary colour of her clothing,
A strange contrast to the gray surroundings.
As you try to grasp her appearance, you find it impossible,
As her figure flows, ever so softly, like a mountain stream.
The moment you see an image, it is long gone into nothingness.
And you realise she has no form,
An outcast, forgotten.
As you leave the scene, filled with sadness,
Take one look back at her emptiness, at her darkness,
Open your eyes, breathe deeply, feel alive
And know you survived,
Seeing the inside of my mind.
9:
Burn you distance,
Burn your self righteousness
The apocalypse has come, the world has ended,
God has abandoned us,
God has stuck a middle finger at his creation,
Picked up a bottle of vodka, poured it into his liver,
And went to make a new better world.
Sad, or maybe its not,
Because how can truth be sad if truth is the only reality and reality is simply beautiful?
Fuck your truism,
Fuck what I think,
Fuck me, fuck you, fuck everyone,
Banal,
Maybe I should make the metaphor of pandoras box,
Just to fit with this cliche?
10:
I cant sleep,
I cant really be awake either,
My world revolves around ezoterisms,
The ezoterism of my own being,
My world revolves around these
People I use
These procents I consume
This music I abuse
This poetry I destroy myself with
When I used to still care about my life
I used to cut, bleed crimson on the bright white floor tiles
Now that Ive given up I cut my mentality with this poetry
Mental self harm
11:
There are moments when words just dont flow,
Emotionless nights when apathy and darkness consumes it all,
There are moments when the words overflow,
A hateful river, flooding the plains of your world,
Between nihilism and destruction,
My plain resides,
A 4th dimention,
Full of self lies.
12:
Will anyone cry, when I am layed to rest,
A thought every person has, an easy thought,
An easy thought to make me cry however,
When I realise that while anyone will cry,
Everyone will cry,
They will all cry for the wrong me,
When my parents weep for their daughter,
My previous lovers weep from happiness that their object of hate is gone,
My friends will weep for their sister,
And I will weep for the potential that never became
Never became anything at all
13:
Drops slowly dropping of the celing,
My eyes follow them, lazy, my retinas peeling
Away the fractal nature of this moment, this feeling,
An emotion that is always too far, but somehow to close to my own begining,
A trace of love, a trace of erotism,
A trace of my long lost heart
A trace of my oversized egoism
The path of the drop, as if tracing the path of hate that I have so often traveled,
Slowly progressing, gravity pulling it towards its epitath,
A sad end, but fitting,
For the last drop of blood that sustained my living.

Any feedback, negative or positive is welcome! <3

Kikokugai, Hanachirasu, Inganock, Demonbane, Chaos;Head and maaaaybe Kara no Shoujo.
There are several others... But if I were to include stuff like that (why I'm reluctant to put Kara no Shoujo in the first place) the list would be kinda pointless. 

Indeed i was about to suggest that one, it's pretty similar and the routes are quite great..give it a shot if you'd like

Holy crap this looks awesome
I am so getting the trial.

If you want VNs with yandere heroines, try this:
1- Duel Savior (gameplay-VN, has a pretty yandere heroine that will commit atrocities, though only in her route.)
2- Cross Channel
3- Both Fate and Tsukihime have one that could be described like that, though it's only a plot point in their route and it's an obsession that gets "resolved" so I'm not sure I'd call them that
4- Kimi to Kanojo to Kanojo to Koi (best one out of this list... Unfortunately, the only untranslated one of this list. If that's not a problem, go for it.)
5- Higurashi, too, I guess.
 

Is it any good? i like the yandere archetype and characters but not many animes or Vn's make them quite right and that much if at all for that matter, so when i heard that there was a Vn solely dedicated to yanderes i had to wonder wether it was any good or not.
What are your thought on it guys if you've played it or heard of it? is it worth a go?
 As always thank you
It's this one

Lol that last line of yours though and i'm quite tempted to play it even if it's for curiosity sake

I'll postpone my vote until I have read every single visual novel in existence. Watch this space.

I developed most of my cooking and baking skills living alone, though I refined them with my family as taste-testers.  I used a lot of really simple recipes during my time alone, and I know what it is like to get tired of eating the same damned thing everyday.  So, I thought it would be nice to leave some of these recipes for those looking forward to someday living alone themselves (or those who already are).  Anyone who has ever figured out a tasty idea that is ridiculously easy and reasonably cheap to carry out should also post their recipes here.
Clephas' ultimate lazy man's dessert (that requires cooking)
Clephas' Ultimate Nachos... after hot dog night
Somebody else will have to do healthy recipes.  Almost all of my easy recipes other than curry are heart-cloggers made by a guy who didn't - and still doesn't - care about his weight.  I should say that the first recipe is generally a hit at parties (whether familly or business related... or normal ones, even), simply because it is simple, can be picked up easily at parties, and is unbelievably addictive once consumed.  That said, I suggest keeping it a once every few months thing... because you'll put on weight at a ridiculous speed consuming that stuff if you eat it regularly. 

OH MY GAWD! THEY KILLED ECLIPSED!
YOU BASTARDS!

This..? i'd be so happy
 

YOU CAN'T HANDLE THE EMOTICON!!!
Okay, I'm in a generous mood. Because I'm onii-chan (self-appointedly, let me spam post 300 or so more posts and then maybe I'll finally be granted it) I come bearing an offer of giftingness (which isn't a word).
Making a custom emoticon you can use on FuwaForums is actually pretty easy, especially if you have Photoshop. Which I do.
Give me a pic you want to use, and I'll emoticon it for you.
ROCKON!

Domo Arigato , i no longer feel jealous
YAAAY

Welcome to the Fuwa forums, it's nice to meet you Being new or not isn's a problem..we all learn from each other and get along that way so feel free to ask anything you want or don't know.
We're as friendly as it gets, those tastes are pretty similar to my own except for the otome genre and because i do like depressing or gorey and such
Recommendations? Sure, no problem: Hoshizora no Memoria, Princess Evangile, Nekopara 0 & 1 , Shuffle!, Majikoi & Majikoi S , Koisuru Natsu no Last Resort. Among some i'd recommend for some of your tastes, if you need more i'll gladly provide aswell
 
So welcome and enjoy your time here
 

I feel so loved <3
 
Even more so when you fight over me. KEEP DOING IT

EXCUSE MEH, it was decided that @SajkoWolfe was my Imoto...you can't just come and steal my Imoto....it'll be WAR
 
I swear i'll have my revenge....oh sweet Sweet Sweet REVENGE
Had you made your title that, you'd be floating facing down in a nearby gutter full of swamp water and with a lot of trap & yaoi Vn's scattered around you for your enjoyment

As long as you understand it... - changes to serious mode- Congratz man, you may not be a "pro" but you're amazing and fun
I see i'm your.....Kohai?! KOHAI!? what are you saying?!...that'd make you my....my......Senpai?! what do i do with this new found feelings here? you can't do this to meh!
What What are you making me say?! it's not like it makes me happy to be mentioned....I only happened to get the notification....Don't missunderstand it!...Baka..
 

Whoa! Shots fired!
Well played sir, well played
Well it's true! I'm a tsundere!

B-But it's not like I care what you think or anything!

Hey guys~ Been a while since I updated this post last.
DEMO NOW AVAILABLE
Links below:
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On sale now:
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No One But You is a Visual Novel/Dating Sim about Hideaki, a high school student who has just returned to his hometown, Okutama.

Upon returning, Hideaki re-discovers a town he knew from childhood, meeting new friends and reuniting with those he had long forgotten. He resumes his high school life in the big city, quickly adapting to the change in pace, and before he knows it, Hideaki begins to think of this city as his home once more.

Hideaki's life in Okutama is upbeat and fun, thanks to the many friends he makes, including Megumi, an energetic student council member; Chinatsu, a reserved senior in the literature club; Shiro, an unsociable music-lover; and Yui, an obstinate girl who rarely expresses herself honestly.

Surrounded by an interesting group of friends, Hideaki lives out his days without a care in the world, content to enjoy a normal high school life. Whether he's going out with friends or studying for exams, his new life is truly peaceful.

But not for long.

As Hideaki's stay in Okutama continues, ghosts from his past begin to come back, increasingly intruding on the new life he's trying to build. As if that wasn't bad enough, his new friends all have secrets of their own, and the more Hideaki involves himself with their daily lives, the deeper into mutual despair he sinks.

Will you be able to put to rest the evils of the past and finally live out the normal high school life you crave? Will you be able to put your friends' minds at ease, erasing the trauma and misery ruining their otherwise peaceful lives?

Because whether you like it or not, for this very task it can be no one but you.
 
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I know, we should campaign to bring more of those to steam!
First Steam and then THE WORLD....Or so i'd like to believe..

I know, we should campaign to bring more of those to steam!
First Steam and then THE WORLD....Or so i'd like to believe..

Sadly, this is one thing we do not have on steam  

Well said, here in Fuwa we don't hide our traits..if you can call them that

So I´m looking for some animes with a harem tag that has a romantic harem ending. (Basically, the MC gets together with everyone. NOT a harem ending where the harem just goes on with no romance.) 
An example is the ending in... 
Please put the anime in a spoiler, just in case someone clicks this and sees the animes, going "oh ..well, ending spoiled."  

W...w what are you saying!? Baka..  i just happened to come across this by accident!
Don't get the wrong idea!